I have been having a difficult time feeling like I "fit in" lately. I thought those feelings would go away after high school. They did for a bit but for some reason, the past few months, I've felt so out of place every where I go.
Things have been magnified 100 times over. Things I normally wouldn't notice. My clothes aren't trendy enough or dressy enough. My hair isn't pretty enough. My nails aren't painted. I don't know why this is all affecting me so much all of a sudden but it's pretty bad. Bad enough that I don't really enjoy going places anymore.
The thing is though that I am not comfortable in heels and dressy clothes. I am not ME in skinny jeans. I LIKE wearing jeans and tshirts. So what in the world am I so self-conscious about?!?
I'm not blogging for any reason other than to get this off my chest because I truly am bothered by all of this. I know God loves me - chipped nail polish & all - but something is not "clicking" to rid myself of these less than worthy feelings.
I want to be comfortable in my skin and at 28 years old, I have yet to master it.
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